Benda ni actually personal, i dont really like to share my problem with bloggers..tak nak nampak kecoh2 cerita personal live dan menagih simpati..but i gagahkan diri to seek all your doa..tolong doakan boleh?
This 17 Jan 2012, at Prince Court Medical Centre (PCMC), en hubby and i will meet Doc Seri (gynae), insyaAllah. I would like to get confirmation from expert aka gynae about my condition..sangat menakutkan..i don't like hospitals..tak kira la pergi dentist ke..lawat orang sakit ke..even the smell of clinics cam ala2 dettol already scare me..my heart beat definitely running on fastest mode..itu confirm..all these while i prefer to see doctor personally..tak suke bawak peneman..but since dah kahwin, en suami always wants to accompany me..okla fine! :)
I've been married for 1 year, since my friends and officemates suggest to set appointment with gynae..so pasrah je la..personally i dont think my mother and MIL agreed with my decision sebab diorang cakap awal lagi ni..hurmm..dah la office insurance tak cover unless am pregnant..takpela..i went to panel clinic and ask for referral letter...they asked me to fax the letter to PCMC prior appointment..(reason irregular menses)
Before deciding to set an appointment, i browsed several websites (dr zubaidi, hamid arshat,etc) and blogs to analyze myself and compare.
- First thing, your irregular menses..hurm i dont have any problem with that..tepat 28 hari cycle nye..period pain pun mild and only penat suke tidur (tapi i memang suke tidur tak period pun)..
- Secondly, hemoglobin level..i did hemoglobin test last month sebab penat and fortunately was ok..from doctor's consultation, normal female level within 11-16 and mine was 15.5. Platelet, white blood cell and cholestrol level were also very good..
- Stress level, maybe this is the root cause. But this month, my stress level is manageable..haiya work work and people talking..macamla company bankrupt if i left the company..
Hummm whatever it is..check je la ye..huhu hopefully Dr Seri just check and scan my tummy dulu...bagi supplement ke..hehe manela tau this month sekali check2 dah ada baby..haha terus ING cover..i hate check kat bawah tu..taknak boleh? most scariest part to accept! Haha nak check tu pun takut..padahal tak sedar sakit beranak lagi sakit kot..
Hopefully nothing bad happen to me and en hubby..its just Allah belum nak bagi rezeki..please don't let anything bad happen..taknak en hubby and Mak susah hati please..tolonglah Ya Allah..
Those who reading my entry...can you please helping me to doa? May Allah repay your kindness..amin~
p/s: i pray for you too dear :)